Last night, that is. The wind was just whipping around the house, and there was rain (maybe sleet?) pounding against the windows – for the whole night. Want to know how I know? Carrie was up every hour, for at least a half hour, from 1:30 to about 5. This is the second night in a row she did this. She hasn’t slept a full night since she started cutting that tooth last week, but these last two nights have been absolute hell. Honestly, I spent most of today feeling like a complete zombie. (And that was even with Denis getting up with her a couple of times!)
It’s starting to scare me, too, because when I’m this sleep deprived I end up having really disturbing, vivid dreams. Both nights I had dreams that (different) close family members had died or were dying, and I woke up sobbing, really believing that it had happened. I’m starting to have a hard time falling back asleep in between Carrie’s wake-up calls, because I don’t want to have such awful dreams.
I have great hopes for tonight, though. The past two days Carrie didn’t nurse or nap well, and today she did both. So…maybe she’ll sleep through tonight…please?

Any guesses as to what
I was talked into letting my stylist iron my hair today. It’s definitely a different look – I’m not sure whether I like it or not. Fortunately, all I have to do is get my hair wet and it will be back to it’s curly self. It’s very strange to actually be able to run a brush through my hair while it’s dry.