{"id":374,"date":"2003-05-19T15:39:16","date_gmt":"2003-05-19T19:39:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/2003\/05\/i-surrender\/"},"modified":"2003-05-19T15:39:16","modified_gmt":"2003-05-19T19:39:16","slug":"i-surrender","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/2003\/05\/i-surrender\/","title":{"rendered":"I Surrender."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I give up.  Not only have I lost the battle with the weeds, I&#8217;ve completely lost the war.  There are more dandelions around the pool than brick chips.  The backyard consists entirely of those nasty prickly plants, dandelions and crab grass &#8211; with the occasional tuft of nice soft normal grass here and there.  Even the dogs walk gingerly out there.  Poor puppy paws.  I&#8217;m finally giving in and getting the whole thing chemically treated all season for some exorbitant price&#8230;just as soon as I check out the stuff they&#8217;re using with the vet.  After all, we take the dogs outside a dozen or more times a day, and the lawn company&#8217;s assurance that it&#8217;s safe in an hour or two just doesn&#8217;t make me feel very confident.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve also decided that I&#8217;m a very impatient person.  (Yes, I knew this already, but this situation is just reinforcing it.)  When I decide I want something done, I want it done now.  Not three or four weeks from now.  Just now.  I&#8217;m all about instant gratification.  Which is why it&#8217;s driving me crazy that after 6 weeks I still don&#8217;t have the plans for the fence in hand.  Can&#8217;t get a permit without a plan.  Can&#8217;t schedule the work without a plan and a permit.  Grrr.  At this rate, it will be winter again before I have a fenced-in yard.  (At least the weeds will be gone by then.)  If the landscaping company hadn&#8217;t been so highly recommended, I&#8217;d just look elsewhere&#8230;but I&#8217;m sure that they are all very busy this time of year.<\/p>\n<p>Instead of enjoying my yard, I&#8217;ve spent every outdoor moment stressing about it.  Wait, let me focus on the good&#8230;at least this year, for once, my rosebushes don&#8217;t have black-spot&#8230;yet.  Knock wood!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I give up. Not only have I lost the battle with the weeds, I&#8217;ve completely lost the war. There are more dandelions around the pool than brick chips. The backyard consists entirely of those nasty prickly plants, dandelions and crab<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-374","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/374","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=374"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/374\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=374"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=374"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=374"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}