{"id":467,"date":"2002-12-11T09:54:36","date_gmt":"2002-12-11T13:54:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/2002\/12\/i-need-to-vent\/"},"modified":"2002-12-11T09:54:36","modified_gmt":"2002-12-11T13:54:36","slug":"i-need-to-vent","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/2002\/12\/i-need-to-vent\/","title":{"rendered":"I need to vent."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Will I have this job next year or not?  I can&#8217;t stand the not knowing.  I&#8217;m not going to know for another six weeks or so&#8230;  The problem is, I&#8217;m starting to look at this as maybe being a positive thing, and now I&#8217;m almost afraid I <i>won&#8217;t<\/i> get laid off.  How&#8217;s that for idiotic?  I go back and forth between feeling like leaving here would be the worst thing, and feeling like it might be the best thing.  I wish they&#8217;d just tell us so that I could decide how I felt.  And accept it either way.  At this point, if they asked for volunteers, I might just do it so that I&#8217;d feel like I had at least a tiny bit of control over my future.  And my family merely suggests that I not &#8220;dwell on it&#8221;.  So, I&#8217;m venting.  Sorry.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Will I have this job next year or not? I can&#8217;t stand the not knowing. I&#8217;m not going to know for another six weeks or so&#8230; The problem is, I&#8217;m starting to look at this as maybe being a positive<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-467","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/467","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=467"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/467\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=467"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=467"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahsthreads.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=467"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}